Sometimes life throws a sucker punch that
rocks you to the core....
takes your breath away
and leaves a pit in your stomach the size of Texas....
Each day I wake up... my first thought is of you...
I turn to you - caress your skin...
assurance you are mine... you are still here....
we have our "time" we talk....
we discuss the day....
As the day goes on I ponder...
little things
what to make you for lunch... dinner....
keeping your house in order so theres never any chaos
...neat and in order.... the way you like it....
clean socks, clean clothes...
what can I do to make your life easier..
the chores, weed the gardens, mow, rake dishes,
shovel snow....
Never once would I ever consider "ME" frst
that is not how I am that is not how I roll
Yet you have had an offer you can't refuse....
and offer that was part of
OUR DREAM...
yet you are going without me...
To say I am hurt does not even begin to
describe the pain I feel - -
this was OUR dream ....
but because you can be bought...
its your dream now....
