when forgiveness is not an option

I tried to reach out but you closed the door –
So I won’t be reaching out no more
I asked for your help in a unobtrusive way
But you locked me out you lost the key
I asked for acceptance in your eyes
But you turned away so I couldn’t see
~~Yes I reached out to you - but you closed The door
so I won’t, no, I won’t be reaching no more
I saw your eyes before you turned away –
You locked that door you lost that key
So now with aching heart I lift my head
Tears fall down – I feel the sun
I feel its warmth its warm embrace
I tried to open the window of the door you closed
I asked for forgiveness…
You refused to let it go
So now to have peace I need to let this go…
~~Yes I reached out to you - but you closed the door
so I won’t, no, I won’t be reaching no more
I saw your eyes before you turned away –
You locked that door you lost that key
So I won’t be reaching no more! GEL Nov 2009