Lost...

A long time ago I put together a book for you...

In that book are some of my deepest thoughts

deepest feelings.... greatest love...

I want to read that book again...

I want to touch with my eyes the words

my heart wrote

I want to put them here ... you said I should!

But I wait...

You cannot find the book...

the book I made for you

Did you burn it... throw it away...

Never dreaming there

would come a day when

the expressions of my soul

would need to be read in black and white?

I will continue to wait...

in frustration as the excuses flow...

Somewhere in that book

are my tears...

the ones I never cry anymore!